{"id":8178,"date":"2024-03-19T17:26:20","date_gmt":"2024-03-19T16:26:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/?page_id=8178"},"modified":"2024-03-19T17:27:38","modified_gmt":"2024-03-19T16:27:38","slug":"damn-bless","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/?page_id=8178","title":{"rendered":"Damn Bless"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\n\n\n\n
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If I am blessed,<\/span>
<\/span>then why hurts so?<\/span>
<\/span>I\u2019ve never hoped to reach it<\/span>
<\/span>though.
<\/span>
<\/span>I wished for Sin<\/span>
<\/span>to paint my soul<\/span>
<\/span>and taint the space I stand no<\/span>
<\/span>more.
<\/span>
<\/span>I craved for Lust<\/span>
<\/span>to hold my hand,<\/span>
<\/span>but it always left me in the<\/span>
<\/span>end.
<\/span>
<\/span>I shut my gaze<\/span>
<\/span>to look inside,<\/span>
<\/span>and found the darkness there to<\/span>
<\/span>hide.
<\/span>
<\/span>But found no way<\/span>
<\/span>of letting go<\/span>
<\/span>of loving me for hating<\/span>
<\/span>so!
<\/span>
<\/span>So I asked Decay<\/span>
<\/span>to play the role,<\/span>
<\/span>to roll the dice and set the<\/span>
<\/span>score.

<\/span>I was the stake<\/span>
<\/span>the price, the debt\u2026<\/span>
<\/span>and mess was everything we<\/span>
<\/span>left.<\/span>

<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

\n


At least I ceased
to fight for might,
if that was late to make things
right.

I stepped, instead,
to change these rhymes,
to wash them crystal clear from
crimes.

Yet, in my way
was all my pain
and all my justice was
in vain\u2026

My faith has failed.
– It’s no surprise.
One can’t see light with bleeding
eyes.

I wished so High
And fell to Hell
But after all, you know it
well.

‘Cause You were there
to tell the rest,
and hurt me so, to feel I’m
blessed.




Mag Vikt\u00f3ria<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

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Az illusztr\u00e1ci\u00f3t Mag Fruzsina k\u00e9sz\u00edtette<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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