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Szeretsz-e m\u00e9g, sz\u00e9ps\u00e9ges Szenved\u00e9ly?
<\/span>Vagy K\u00ednom sz\u00e1mtalan szalmasz\u00edn tincse
<\/span>szil\u00e1nk csak szemedben
<\/span>naiv \u00e9s szik\u00e1r
<\/span>hogy ajkaid \u00edv\u00e9t sz\u00e9lt\u0151l sz\u00e9lig fesz\u00edtse?

<\/span>K\u00e9klik m\u00e9g a l\u00e9g ott? vagy az \u00c9gboltot
<\/span>Kirabolt\u00e1k, kik a szurokban szorongva sz\u00edvt\u00e1k
<\/span>Sz\u00e1raz<\/span> por\u00e1t a<\/span> sz\u00e9lcsendnek
<\/span>S csak l\u00f3g al\u00e1, ak\u00e1r a v\u00e9g,
<\/span>\u00a0Itt, \u00c9let, hol l\u00e1ngodon l\u00e9pked e tetszhalott hazugs\u00e1g?

<\/span>Kergetsz-e m\u00e9g reng\u0151 \u0151r\u00fcletbe,
<\/span>mint kereng\u0151 rulettbe
<\/span>meredve reng\u0151 szembog\u00e1rt,
<\/span>Rem\u00e9ny?\u00a0
<\/span>Renyhe f\u00e9nyed \u00e1r\u00e1t- b\u00e1rmily enyh\u00e9t, b\u00e1rmily \u00e1rny\u00e1t- v\u00e1llalom.
<\/span>\u00cdgy kakof\u00f3n li\u00e1n ha folyt, ha f\u00e1j dalom,
<\/span>szak\u00edtan\u00e1l r\u00e1m p\u00e1r percnyi pollen f\u00f3li\u00e1t?

<\/span>S k\u00e9pe sincs m\u00e1r a sok K\u00e9ptelens\u00e9gnek
<\/span>el\u00e9m seregleni, mint szemk\u00f6t\u00f6tt sz\u00edv\u0171 m\u0171v\u00e9szbrig\u00e1d,
<\/span>ki ontja h\u0171s v\u00e9rem, csak m\u00e9g egy kors\u00f3val,\u00a0
<\/span>megrontja sz\u0171z v\u00e9tkem m\u00e9rgezett ors\u00f3val
<\/span>\u00e9s szerepem kiosztva, ajkaim kifosztva k\u00f6lti el \u00e9rtem az utols\u00f3 vallom\u00e1st?

<\/span>…Milyen k\u00e1r.

<\/span>Egy sincs m\u00e1r.

<\/span>De lesz t\u00e1n egy szerencs\u00e9s
<\/span>balsors\u00fa teremt\u00e9s (vagy <\/span>gyilkos<\/span><\/i>)
<\/span>Ki\u00e9rt e tajt\u00e9kos, d\u00e9lib\u00e1b j\u00e1t\u00e9kos,\u00a0
<\/span>szertelen szerepl\u00e9s, sz\u00edntelen sz\u00ednlel\u00e9s,\u00a0
<\/span>szemtelen sz\u00e1jal\u00e1s, hajszol\u00e1s, f\u00fcllent\u00e9s\u00a0
<\/span>f\u0171vel \u00e9s f\u00e1val \u00e9s\u00a0
<\/span>\u00e9s \u00e9s…
<\/span>T\u00falz\u00e1s \u00e9s t\u00fal kev\u00e9s:\u00a0
<\/span>de \u00e9pp <\/span>el\u00e9g<\/span><\/i>.

<\/span>Ha lesz, ki\u00e9rt meg\u00e9ri, hangnemet cser\u00e9lni
<\/span>cs\u00f6ndszav\u00fa ig\u00e9re,\u00a0
<\/span>elv\u00e9gre, \u00edgy <\/span>helyes<\/span><\/i>:
<\/span>„Ki\u00f6ml\u00f6tt k\u00e9telyen el ne ess! M\u00e9rgez\u0151 m\u00e9tely ha les: nevess!”
<\/span>Mert meglehet, k\u00f6nnyeket k\u00f6nnyebb \u00fclve t\u0171rni,
<\/span>\u00e1m fel szakadt mosollyal mern\u00e9k most esk\u00fcdni, s hinni hogy egyszer m\u00e9g\u2026

<\/span>Lesz, ki meg\u00e9rt,\u00a0
<\/span>m\u00e9rt ism\u00e9tlem nev\u00e9t,
<\/span>ha t\u00fal kev\u00e9s,\u00a0
<\/span>s ki nevet, hogy el\u00e9g, hogy t\u00falz\u00e1s \u00e9s cs\u00faf,\u00a0
<\/span>csal\u00e1rd h\u00faz\u00e1s e cselsz\u00f6v\u0151 csend szeg\u00e9s
<\/span>\u00e9s \u00e9s \u00e9s
<\/span>Ki j\u00f6tt\u00f6met l\u00e1zasan v\u00e1rva,\u00a0
<\/span>v\u00e1gyamat v\u00e9rezve vigy\u00e1zva,\u00a0
<\/span>lelkemt\u0151l \u00e1zva, ringatva, r\u00e1zva,\u00a0
<\/span>eleven el\u00e9gne v\u00e9lem

<\/span>\u00e9s sz\u00edv\u00e9ben sz\u00f6kne sz\u00e1rba e szikr\u00e1nyi Szenved\u00e9sem.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mag Vikt\u00f3ria<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Szeretsz-e m\u00e9g, sz\u00e9ps\u00e9ges Szenved\u00e9ly?Vagy K\u00ednom sz\u00e1mtalan szalmasz\u00edn tincseszil\u00e1nk csak szemedbennaiv \u00e9s szik\u00e1rhogy ajkaid \u00edv\u00e9t sz\u00e9lt\u0151l sz\u00e9lig fesz\u00edtse? K\u00e9klik m\u00e9g a l\u00e9g ott? vagy az \u00c9gboltotKirabolt\u00e1k, kik a szurokban szorongva sz\u00edvt\u00e1kSz\u00e1raz por\u00e1t a sz\u00e9lcsendnekS csak l\u00f3g al\u00e1, ak\u00e1r a v\u00e9g,\u00a0Itt, \u00c9let, hol l\u00e1ngodon l\u00e9pked e tetszhalott hazugs\u00e1g? Kergetsz-e m\u00e9g reng\u0151 \u0151r\u00fcletbe,mint kereng\u0151 rulettbemeredve reng\u0151 szembog\u00e1rt,Rem\u00e9ny?\u00a0Renyhe f\u00e9nyed … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":8077,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-8665","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/8665","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8665"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/8665\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8737,"href":"https:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/8665\/revisions\/8737"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/8077"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ppkhok.elte.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8665"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}